![]() ![]() She tried to tell me that his birth mom needed to step up and raise him instead of us. She knew the situation when we got married and agreed to it, but gave me grief about it later. However, shortly after we got married she started giving me a difficult time over the boy I have guardianship for. I have absolutely no desire to cheat anymore since I got married, and have not slept with anyone but my current wife since 2007. She said "If you marry me, it will never be a problem." And it never has been. I made it clear before we got married that I would want a lot of sex, and if that was a problem for her she should move on. She now has no trouble doing all the things I like, and is very enthusiastic sexually. She was pretty shy and reserved when we got married, but I coaxed her out of her shell little by little. ![]() A couple weeks after we got married, I threw all my porn in the trash. Now I know why it is important and why God wants us to wait until marriage to have sex!!! We have a connection unlike anything I have ever experienced before. We were married in 2008, after dating for exactly 40 days. A couple years later God even used me to lead him to salvation! He took a liking to me right away when he found out we like the same music. Her daughter moved out before we got married, and her son was 16 when we got together. They split up shortly after coming to America after he almost killed her, and it was just her and her son and daughter for 8 years. He was the only man she had ever been with. Her first marriage was to an abusive, alcoholic man. Christ had really set me free from many of my old habits over the previous year, and I wanted to honor Him. She was very clear with me from the first date that she expected to wait until marriage to have sex, which at that point was my goal as well. ![]() I had no cravings anymore that part of my life was over by the grace of God! I woke up the next day sober and got rid of all my drug paraphernalia. I only had 1 joint left (coincidence?), so I smoked it and went to bed high. I decided it was time to quit, and knew God would help me. Continue to use drugs and continue in my current way of life, or take the blessing He was graciously offering me and give up drugs and marry her – that was His plan for me. ![]()
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